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What is the best day of your life? God, I have not write for so long, because I am so bad at writing. Well, last night I watch a movie, actually fanny one. At the dinner, family answering each other weird, all kind of questions. How do you picture best day of your life. One answer was so perfect for me. Wake up in a different country with the language you don't know and everything so new and different. There is so many ways to make you day special, definitely this one is for me! February 03 2008 year of happiness, luck and prosperety!I had this great feeling this year 2008 will be incredible. I still have this feeling every morning, that something great going to happened and happening to me, my family, my friends. I was right this year is great, every day getting better and better. So many new exciting things happening in my life. My home looks better and better, feels so comfortable and happy. I have new friends, that brings more fun in my life. My old friends doing great and I spend more time with them. My daughter surprise me every day, she reeds non stop, making friends, talk like an adult and have sleep over with her friends. I am so excited about our new boat and a coming summer. We are going to have a lot of good time. I enjoy coaching so much right now, I am really looking forward meet season this year. Summer time we are taking trip to Mexico, than Anya getting married.What a fun summer. I am so proud of myself, I run every day and I feel strong and fit. I set great goal and I am following thought. I feel happy and strong, I enjoy every moment. I am so lucky to have everything I ever wanted! Thank you for everything I have!!1
October 24 RainWe all love to complane, especially here in Seattle, it to much rain, to hat, to cold, to dark, to sunny, bla, bla, bla. But I love Seattle, all the weather change, I love the rain, like today, just rain, not to dark, not to cold, just raining. i love stay home when it rain like that, read, rest watch TV and think rain clean the streets, clean everything s. I also know tomorrow will be nice and sunny, so this great change from sun to rain and back to sun happens only in Seattle. That why my garden grows like crazy, that why our streets is so green. I truly think we are so lucky to leave in this city. Tall AmericanoWhat worthier then worth? We went to France, we drink so great coffee every day. You get so use to, you cant stop, you drink shot after shot until you start shaking. And then you come back home and you still want coffe. OK, you go Starbucks to find something alike European coffee. Nothing!!!!! Fine americano not that great, but drinkable. So yesterday I had a doctor appointment and after I have to get my coffee of the day, I had no time so i decided to get my americano in little stand. It saids we proud to serve Starbucs, "tall americano with room please". It hot, ok I wait, than I try, it so bitter. It just horrible. I demand good coffee, or I switch to tea and I will never drink coffee again. I will do apposite what happend in American history before. I want my single espresso! September 16 The best phone everFor our wedding anniversary I got a iPhone. O my god, o my god. This is so incredible. I am nnot a tehnology person, in fact I hate a change of phone, computer or anythings. It takes me time to get use to. But iPhone the coolest, smartest things I ever use. Took me no time, NO TIME at all to figure out. Also it fun, it like everything in one, I would say it one of my favorite toys right now. I honestly don't remember somethings makes me so excited. makes me think of all this all future movies. I cant believe how far technology has gone. I would recommend this phone to everyone, it just must have!!!! Very, very cool! July 30 Someone Else's WordsThis is so so right! There is so many assholes out there and I met some! This article made me feel so good, I am so relieve to read this. And I am so understanding of people who got screwed by their employees. From Tom Burgdorf's GYMNET Sports:
June 28 Night outI have to write about two hours I just spend. I went to meet 2 of my friends and in a short time so many incredible things happened: my friend whom just got separated from her husband answer so many questions I had. Than in one hour rain like crazy, I found new restaurant I like, I got so confirm it the worth when restaurant closed in 9 PM and they kick you out on the middle of fun. To remember: It not how much you pay for your house or where you leave, it the memory you build. you have to be true: a lot of time we dont love some one, we create a perfect person in our head. It so good to have friends who you can be real with. When you park in pay place and time pass you can get out free buy holding the gate of entrance, I didt know this before. I love France, because I feel so free there!!!! May 09 Best friendI think I am very lucky in life! I have a great friend, who understand me, never judge me, always there for me, always think of me and when I talk really listen my problems or concerns. I am so lucky to have a friend I can call in the middle of the night, day or when ever and she will always answer. The best part, the more I know her the more she understand me. When we spend time together it like time with the best psychologist, but actually with benefits. We are so different, but we are so same. we are perfect of making compleet of each other. The best part she speaks my language and eat same food, and the sweetest, nice person I ever met. Ok that a compliment, but really she makes me a better, happier, smarter, more make sense person. Thank you my SKOTOBAZA, for being part of my life, for babysitting my doughtier, house and dog!!!!! I dont know how I can do it with out you! May 02 SpringWhen it spring makes me think of new life, new beginning. Everything growing, blooming.... Specially in Seattle, it so beautiful. I think there is no place in the world has so many colors like Seattle. My mother always come to visit in spring, so she can see all the colors. I love spring rain and I love spring sun, it deferent than usual , it smell different. For me spring rain makes me think all bad goes away, get washed by this new water, cleans and erais negative, gives us new start, it like you get new page to write on. And sun give us strings to believe in new beginning. And what I like the most I see more people smile on a streets, more happy faces, more happy kissing couples, more pregnant women, more positive. I know this spring takes away all negative around me, I will have only good and very positive around me. I hope all people I know will get the same. Happy spring to all my good friends!!! April 15 Housewarming party picturesFun, fun , fun!!!! I had a rollercoaster ride last two weeks, so busy, crazy busy, every day something new happened, every minute I had to solve something. And what a great way to finish the end of the ride with a Housewarming party we have been excited for. It was a lot of fun, food, laugh, jokes, drinks. And the best part we spend time with our friends and family. See pictures here http://web.mac.com/yuliavh/iWeb/Site/Housewarming%20party.html April 03 Thank youThank you God for this perfect weekend!! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! I dont remember I felt so good like that for a long time. WE had a state competititon and our team did so great. I was so proud and happy of my work, of kids I coach, of every hard moment I leave this last year thought. How great to feel so great. Three long day of competition and all of them just been a special expirience. I want to be thankful to all this hard work and support of people who next to me. I know there is a lot dissapoinment in life, but to fell like you finally where you want to be even for a short time is so great! I love working with kids, I love watching them grow and change. I love to see them happy! I feel so good to know I am the one who makes there life different and make tham stronger and beter people. February 15 Unspecial birthdaySometimes I wish I never grow up in Russia, because we Russian people make everythings special and big deal. Birthday in Russia is most important holiday of the year and you must celebrate every year of you life, it like it so great you make it that far... My memory been always my family wake up before me and everybody get in to your room and here Happy Birthday!!!! And of course a present and flowers, it starts you day so special and happy, you walk on a street and it seems everybody know it you Birthday. And I guess this memory and expectations just follow me all my life. And for 13 years I leave here it never happend. It just never been so special. Well I learn not to care, it just an other day, an other year being older. So what a big deal. May be we Russian people making so big deal of all this holiday, but it just a day you was born. February 13 FearOK, here it goes, I got my plane tickets, I got my bag packed, I have to go to the airport... First, I start breathing harder, my hands sweating, my head light and I can't feel my legs. And this is how I feel every time I fly. I was never afraid before I came to the US, but on this long 13-hour flight from Frankfurt to Dallas I got scared, somethings happened, it was 13 years ago and 'till now my fear is just horrible. I have to fly a lot for my job, so every time I have to go again and again through this "fun" experience. I walk on the plane, I fasten my seat belt, I wait. Time goes so slow... then we take off, I can feel every vein in my body, I pray to God: please make everything OK. I pray over and over, then we are high in the air, I calm down and if everything is OK I am kind of normal, but most of the time turbulence and I go through a nightmare. The feeling I get is indescribable, it is fear that just eats you brain and body. I can't feel the ground, every noise makes me shake, every move of the plane makes me see a picture in my head I don't want to wright about. I take a pill before I get on the plane and it must help me relax, I don't think it does... Then I wait for flight attendants to start serving drinks. I hope it will be sooner. What is funny, I am Russian and i don't drink hard alcohol. Only on the plane I get vodka, but it does not really help much, it makes me just a little relaxed. Thank God now I have my IPod, so I can listen to music very loud. So it's like a nightmare routine: fear, pill, fear, alcohol, more fear, music, more fear.... until we touch the ground and as soon it happens fear is gone, completely gone. Like nothing ever happened. I can't compare nothing to my feeling on the plane, no fear I had before is so powerful. I deeply hope someday I will enjoy flying again, 'till then I will keep count extra gray hairs after each flight.... February 01 Fake purses I love womens purses! I love look at them, choose them in a nice store, of course buy them. My favorite things is to explore on a street, how people match color of there purses with their outfit or not match at all. And for me, every year I want this perfect purse fits new season, stile, mood.... And of course we all dream of a nice new Chanel, Prada, Coach....... many, many names of best designers of the world. Here come a problem, lately my attention got cut by hundreds of fancy purses on a street. I walk in to Nordstroom and I see beautiful Gucci, oh it so nice and probably very expensive. Well, I walk in to Target to get some cleaning supplies and I see same Gucci, I went to downtown Seattle walking thought Pake Place market and again same Gucci. Finally, I came to my work and 13, 14 years girls have exactly the same Gucci. I want to scream NOOOOOOO, what happend, we are a new generation of fake purses. What the point of getting new Prada for 2000 US dollars, if you can get one for 40 in downtown streets. January 28 SeattleIs it true, that people who leave in Seattle get worst depression? I read somewhere that most suicide happens in Seattle. Why? Is it rain or is it people and life stile makes you feel so sad. Before I came to America I heard about depression, I always sought it American excuse for whatever... Now, what happened, I get depression. And it so bad, some days I feel so bad, I can actually feel under my skin. I feel so lonely and down and seems nothing makes it better. I never thought I can feel like that. Well, I think dark days do the job, but also disappointment in people. Day after day, year after year I meet people who just shock and surprise me in a bad way of course. What shocks me the most about this kind of people, that they spend they are life hunting for someone to use. It like all they are life purpose to leave of someone else. How sad! And disappointing part of it that at first I actually like this people and I try really hard to help them. My believes is always helping someone, seeing only good part and hoping for the best is right thing to do. Unfortunately my lesson, helping and trusting new "friends" not always the best for you. But as I always think there is karma what goes around comes around, so helping people a right things even if they ending up using you. So, please God send me more sunny days! And please help all my true friends to have a great life! January 22 People we miss Some people in my life I miss so much! It so sad to think there is some friends you had before just gone. I have some friends from Russia I miss so terribly. I coach gymnastics and every year some kids graduate and leave. This year I am going to be so sad missing 3 girls I coach since I came to this country. It like I grow up together with them and their family. I knew them for 13 years. It gives me this sad pressure inside my chest thinking of that. I guess I have to think positive, people I really miss, it the one who change my life, that why it so hard to not have them around! But all the friends I love always inside my heart and I will never forget them. What feels good?Not long ago my friend and I had disscassion about what makes people feel good; and surprice so many, many things, we came up with endless list of things that makes us very happy. Today I am happy, because I get up and go run, I turn my ipod, I lissten my favorit music, I feel so good. Music takes me away from everything and running gives me so much healthy energy. So what is good for me: Running, listening music, talking to a friend, coffee, oh, specially if you live in Seattle, wine, red wine on Friday night after long work day, sunny day,again especially in Seattle, rainy dayto read and sleep, shopping for new make up, for me it like adventure to a new world, I just love it, taking a bath, walking in the woods, huging my doghter in the morning, when she still a sleep, chocolate, but only very good one, gymnastics, I love gymnastics! I love watching kids getting new skills. When kids learn somethings new there faces so so happy, watching this takes my breth away. I think only kids can really make this kine of faces full of joy and pleasure. Well my list is so long I dont think I can wright all of it. It just i want to remide myself how many things around me, that mekes me feel so good. December 26 Lucky numbersIs there such a thing like a lucky numbers or bad luck numbers? I am not sure, may be theres so many coincidences with the numbers, may be I make up in my head all numbers related situations or may be there is a bad number for everyone. Someone told me last week may be all unhappy things in my life happened because number 13. May be it a number I have to be afraid, or may be I have to change a faze, because I start count how many situations related to this number, well, a lot! Actually one after another and they all not very happy one. What is wrong with this number, why it not a good number for me: day, year, hour, house, why? But the funny thing my lucky number is 4! All great things related to this one. But what an irony if you think what 13 it 1 and 3 two numbers together and if you add them it 4????????? Well may be I am crazy, or may be I try to give an excuse to everything happening to me, I wish I have more explanations. |
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